Random thoughts

One thing I will say - and this is not really getting at the oddness I was hinting at above - this is pretty benign - but one thing I find as time goes on is I am more and more interested in curvier girls. Voluptuous. Sometimes, depending on the distribution, even borderline chubby.

I mean, I have always been able to appreciate a nice curvy figure. But in terms of porn consumption, for decades, they would only be, like, 18% of what ends up on my plate. Things have been dominated, frankly, by what society has thrown at me most: thin, slim girls.

But there has been a trend towards curvier girls for a few years to the point where now, they are 39% of my porn consumption.
 
I tried to venture in the Big Ass section a handful of times, can't do it. I prefer my porn stars to not work out, be a little soft around the edges, but not chubby or bowling pin shaped.
 
Same, never got the big ass stuff.

"She got a real ass on her, that one". Well ok man, enjoy that then.

I'll pass because I'm not into fat.
 
Which dating site?

The lean is Zoosk OR Match. I met Nicole (no, not fat piece of shit Ookie or Nookie) and Trista and they were both cool. Trista actually got really hot and really married. Very happy for her, cool ass chicka.

Hmm.
 
Hey baby, I just played 25 straight hours of break even poker, binge drank 24 beers and I'm chillin in my room in the hood.

Wanna hang out?
 
Thinking about erotic models I categorize as curvy - I'm sure there are a few billion women in the world who would want to slap me upside the head and tell me they are skinny as hell and I am the reason there is anorexia in young girls yada yada.

I guess that needs an example. Here's one who captured my interest recently. She's a cosplayer, this one. To me, she falls in the category of curvy.

:dunno:

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Looks skinny-ish to me.

Think we need to re-examine the 21% chubby increase trend.
 
Well I never said fat. She is definitely curvier than what I have mainly looked at for a long time.

Here's an example that takes it a bit further. While chicky-poo above (Disharmonica, she calls herself :laugh: ) I probably could have gotten into any time, here's a body that works for me now that would not have until recent times. (I am not goofy for the face but let's forget that for the purposes of this discussion.)



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I'm not ok with that one, but I respect you for being ok with it.

My life would probably be better if I was ok with it.
 
One thing I will say - and this is not really getting at the oddness I was hinting at above - this is pretty benign - but one thing I find as time goes on is I am more and more interested in curvier girls. Voluptuous. Sometimes, depending on the distribution, even borderline chubby.

isn't there a psychological thing where we are attracted to what's around? the more chubby women around the more you're attracted to them

it's why a Nigerian woman is attracted to a Nigerian man and a Nepalese woman is attracted to a Nepalese man, when a high percentage of Saami women from Lappland would find them ugly

I pondered this last time i was in Honduras, I was for sure she was a 3 in Miami but at the moment in Honduras she was an 8

when the nut must bust the brain will cooperate
 
I think that's true. That's what I was getting at before when I said (something like) I was traditionally into skinnier models because that's what society was mainly throwing at me.

I feel like society has made a significant move toward glorifying curvier women - it's a long way from Twiggy and heroin chic to Kim Kardasian - and it seems like my tastes are changing with it.

My greater point: I don't want to be a pawn but I probably am.

Plus this chick at work that I have a crush on - she is very curvy. But then I guess that is a chicken and egg scenario. Do I dig her because my tastes have changed? Or are my tastes changing because of how intriguing she is to me?

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What's intriguing about a woman in a warehouse? You just want to fuck a fatty (and that's perfectly ok) and you are playing mental gymnastics with yourself to convince fucking her is fine. But, you are stepping into self-delusion territory and it's quite dangerous given your advanced age. A few months back, I made the moves on a fatty and got the right responses before she bailed out. But, throughout the process over a few days, I was acutely aware of my desperation and her fattiness.