I was watching, it was a solid effort. Although it did expose how thinly veiled the animosity is around these parts.
Robyn, I don't think I'm missing anything by not going nuts over anything. Part of it stems from the fact that I've got a very comfortable life carved out here, far away from anyone else. I honestly can't remember the last time I had a shitty day, or just a day where someone ruined my mojo with anything more substantial than taking a good parking spot in the rain. In the absence of those negative experiences, I suppose even the things I enjoy most in my life assume a more muted quality. I remember when life used to be very vibrant, full of exhilarating heights and quasi-suicidal lows, and I honestly think my current approach is superior.