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The magic ---> I'm making it happen.

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Well not really.
 
CaliGirlNY
How's it hangin'?

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Sup bitch bacon here. Had a heart attack and am told I was dead for four min then brought back. Then heart at 5% lungs no good kidneys no good on machine. Heart and lungs came back kidneys still no good dialisys 15 hours a week yay. Brain doctor cardio doctor etc. Have to clear to even drive

Friends stopping by winning 4k counting cards at casino and chucking me one because they played for me was best part dick slipping from porta urinal and piss going everywhere in front on nurse was great too.
Chuck me a kidney yo.

Miss and love you all.
 
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Well that's interesting in a suckage sort of way.

I can't help but wonder - and I apologize if this falls in the category of none of mudcat's business - but what kind of thoughts are you having about this? I'm thinking on the existential level more than short term gotta-do-this-and-gotta-do-that.
 
Definitely don't feel like things aren't your business man if anything answering questions is a good vent I've been in the hospital close to a month and just got out yesterday so I've been coming out of my skin.

Initial thoughts are morbid and fear. Basically I am used to working hard and doing what I want with my other time. That life is gone for now. Its appointment after appointment etc. And no driving and I always pretty much feel like shit. The prospect of going permanately disblabled and/or needing a kidney transplant is petrifying. When I'm in dialysis I look aroint and almost all the other patients are much younger and/or look like they're dying. I'm "only" 40. The toll it has taken on family and friends from all over the place who traveled in to help makes me feel intense guilt and shame I am a grown ass man and I'm supposed to be helping and supporting others not a liability. A priority in my life is also when other things are stable meeting that someone to settle down with. Piece of cake with a tunnel catheter sticking out of my chest and nonstop treatments I'm sure.
The lifestyle changes they talked about are easierthan you'd think for me. No more booze yes sucks badly but when I look at what it would result in it's not that tough. Yes I tore it up outside of work but I was never full time with it. Diet changes no problem. I realize now it affects a lot of people besides myself but of course before I my kidneys worked so why not be a weekend warrior. Avoiding phosphorous in diet is slightly annoying avoiding sodium sucks much worse.
I've also realized that I really need to learn to count cards well like my buddies and that the first person to crank their TV volume beyond 40 in a two person hospital room late at night should instantly be burned alive and that medically induced comas are real fucking weird I have the weirdest very vivid non memories. Cute nurses are awesome even though its obviously all sympathy.
 
shit horrible news

but i'm glad you are alive

who found you after the heart attack? what are your last memories before the ticker gave out?

are your feet less swollen now at least?

Has Cami been by to see you?

when can you resume doing dumbell curls and drinking gatorade?

do you think Arizona will go deep in the tourney this year?

why the Eggs name? did you forget the bacon log in, or is this just a different poster name for this new chapter in life

do you like fun? what about pesto?

again, glad you are alive and making progress.
 
Cali,

can Steve get some hot nudie or near nudie photos sent to his Private Message inbox in honor of his comeback and life?
 
Well those are some interesting thoughts. I have been in emergency situations myself more than once - not heart attacks but OD's - life-or-death - and sometimes it's like a wake-up call and gotta make changes and extend life - and sometimes I have been more depressed with things at the time.

I can completely relate to intense feelings of guilt and shame.

But I guess I have come out the other side and feel better. I know it's not an absolute apples-to-apples comparison but I feel like if I can, you can.
 
Mudcat
Well those are some interesting thoughts. I have been in emergency situations myself more than once - not heart attacks but OD's - life-or-death - and sometimes it's like a wake-up call and gotta make changes and extend life - and sometimes I have been more depressed with things at the time.

I can completely relate to intense feelings of guilt and shame.

But I guess I have come out the other side and feel better. I know it's not an absolute apples-to-apples comparison but I feel like if I can, you can.
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Thanks a lot man never been through something like this so those are comforting words. Go on your bets tonight.
 
Thanks Archie feet were acknowledged and alleviated which is cool.

To temporarily hijack your thread cg back to business in here.
 
Tyvm rc. Sry about eggs login guys. No access to comps only phone and can't access bacon.
 
eggs
Sup bitch bacon here. Had a heart attack and am told I was dead for four min then brought back. Then heart at 5% lungs no good kidneys no good on machine. Heart and lungs came back kidneys still no good dialisys 15 hours a week yay. Brain doctor cardio doctor etc. Have to clear to even drive

Friends stopping by winning 4k counting cards at casino and chucking me one because they played for me was best part dick slipping from porta urinal and piss going everywhere in front on nurse was great too.
Chuck me a kidney yo.

Miss and love you all.
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Do you still hate me?
 
what caused the kidney failure?
 
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