Matty you fok, how did you blow that? I know how you blew the money, but if you're able to make money gambling why quit?
I was in denial that my bankroll was dwindling away and I was unwilling to lower my bets. Told myself I could always rebuild my bankroll by working, but I burned myself out. It was all really unhealthy and it made me feel yucky about the betting thing.
Worst-case scenario, had I not been offered a job back then, I could've kept going, sure. But there is the strong stigma that comes with being a gambler. Always felt uncomfortable about it. I didn't go out of my way to tell people I had money on all the games, all the time, but obviously if someone turned the TV on and a game was on I would expose myself by saying stuff like
OMG-I-can't-believe-this-team-is-winning-they're-a-massive-underdog, etc. I used to talk about obscure Polish writers, so my sudden interest in the NFL was completely out of character.
On a side note, my wife-to-be's sister's BF is an "aspiring poker player" and I get to see how people perceive him. (He has no shot at winning, ever, but that's beside the point.) The whole family is hoping that she dumps him. I'm not saying they're right, and I can certainly sympathize with the guy.
Gambling-as-a-job is unhealthy. It marginalizes. If you're okay with being marginalized, knock yourself out.
I'll prolly keep playing hail-mary parlays with my disposable income 'til the day I die. That's good enough for me.
YMMV