I'm Going To Get Her Back

[IAG]

Great job on the 9 days! Good for you. Saulty is right. If she is happy in her new relationship it sounds like moving on is the right thing to do...but I know doing it sober is probably very painful right now. It will get better..hang in there.

 

[RayRay]

i feel good about not drinking when im working out... its as if i know im not getting anything done in the gym if im just going to get shitfaced later... keeps me out of the bars

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Thanks Cami.
Saulty, I'm doing it as fast as I can.
Getting "another girl" is easy.
Having one I care about is a different matter.

The crazy thing is besides Victoria, the only other girl I wanted to spend more than 1 night with in the last year was Caligirl.

I wished I could have seen her last week when she was in town.

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Ray Ray, the one good thing out of this is my 11 pound loss in the last month.

 

[bacon]

Yesh Casp I was just giving Cami chit there.

Finding the strength to do this for yourself is very admirable and especially to do it under such duress is even more so, that which does not kill makes you stronger as they say. Heartbreak is a motherfucker especially for us over thinkers. It's cool you're doing what you think is right.

Be well and if you get a chance chime in often with updates, asshat.

Casper recently spotted on a flight, sober. Bad combination.

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Bacon,

Love the pic! Only this is that picture would have to be taken on Amtrak.

Casper can't fly right now.

He does trains and busses.

 

[bacon]

Respectable you have to adjust to the times, doing it here too that's why no more cable.

Nice selfie, all the best man

 

[Badnina]

hugs Casper

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Since the last post on here I have....

Stalked Victoria's FB page using my sisters connection to her (I was unfriended a month ago)
Threatened to punch her new BF when I moved to Charlotte
Blocked and unblocked her on my phone 4 times
Listened to the "Frozen" soundtrack to remind me of her
Promised to not call her again
Called her 5 times since
Stalk her new BF's FB


The Things I haven't done:

Drink (19 days today)
Accept reality

Victoria 56 Casper 0

 

[Archie]

love the honest confession!

 

[bacon]

Wow that was fucking real Casp and that took courage man.



I think your best play here is to lay off and be a supportive of them.

Like Fonzie would say be cool.

 

[betplom]

Wow that was fucking real Casp and that took courage man.



I think your best play here is to lay off and be a supportive of them.

Like Fonzie would say be cool.

I thought Fonzie said "heyyyyyyy!"

 

[Saulty]

Casper I think your plan works great so far. You wanted to break up with her, you did it, and now you are making sure she will never get back with you again.

Genius!

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Casper I think your plan works great so far. You wanted to break up with her, you did it, and now you are making sure she will never get back with you again.

Genius!

That sounds about right so far.

 

[PuckOff]

Man , I think you need to seek out a therapist. I'm dead serious.

 

[CASPERWAIT$]

Man , I think you need to seek out a therapist. I'm dead serious.

Nope.
I'm quite fine sharing right here.
If I felt at any point my actions would be detrimental or counterproductive to where I am going in life, I would.

Even though this month has been wrought with going places I never have, my life in general has gotten better between my sobriety, health and living situation.

Puckie, I share stuff here because I accept my flaws and mistakes.
If I can't share and laugh at them, I might as well shrivel up and waste away.

I'm not sad or angry pal. I'm just learning to cope.

I will be better than fine very very soon.

 

[PuckOff]

OK, well I hope things work out for you Casper.

 

[fiveteamer]

Who would pay for therapy, what a fucking waste.

Just do some cocaine with a good friend or two. Let it all out.